Depress.

HAVE YOU EVER LOVE AND LOST SOMEBODY, WISH THERE WAS A CHANCE TO SAY I'M SORRY, CANT U SEE, THAT'S THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND ME.

Hi readers, i guess there are many probs waiting to b solved.
i guess, i need care&love.
my family gives me that, but can i ask for more.?
I knw my frens do care.. but whad can i say... sadded.):
i'm leaving in fear, needs him to b thr.
when will he realise it, mayb i don intend to let him knw.
clueless&speechless. Is crying all i can b doing.
Sorry no cure? Why?. i guess all i need is time to heal my wounds.
why am i getting hurt, i knw i do hurt ppl at times, it isn't on purpose.
i will nvr do things to ppl if i don wan ppl to do back to me.
I'm sucha useless person. Knwing it's impossible but i still wanna try.
today will b and very very long post.
why am i like that? Cause thats just me.
i cant change anyone, noone can change me.!~
sorry to those ppl, a sincere&truthful sorry here.
Hopeless, useless, loser. Is that me?
i dono either, living in a world liddat really makes me think i'm an extra one.
I've suspected, whads my duty to come to this world?
Anyone knws?.. I guess no. But i knw, the reason to come is to cry& get hurt.
I've no right to say cause i hurt ppl b4, as i said i really don meant it cause i don wan to do things to ppl if i don wan ppl do back to me.
I'm depress, i wan to cry. Can crying really solve??? No rite..
I'm lyk tokin to myself all the time, so lame.
My HEART aches.
I wont wan to blame anyone, cause i cann only blame myself rite now.!
im the one in wrong, m i rite?... HAIX.
CHLOEPANGGEKXI is clueless.!
i need a listening ear rite now. How can i find one.
I'm sorry. sorry...
That's all i think i can say at this point of time.
there's no turning back.
Leaving myself alone, will that do.
for the pass few days, i wann to emo...
i seriously suck to the core.
noone knws.
haix, i think i really needa cry rite now, gdbye.
I got seriously nth to say but a sincere& truthful SORRY.\

*Life is always miserable for me.
*Life is unfair for me
*Love is complicated to me.


Hope one day I'II stay strong, but i'm not& that will nvr happen.