Cann i cry??

I need to say all my feelings out here so i cant MIA anymore :( things are getting worst. I've lost hope. And to someone: u wan ask me help u with work pls ask politely cann? I was thinking whad product u can design and u just hung up and said i was being dilly delly or wadeva-.- u expect me to think of a product within 1 min?? seriously lah. change ur attitude towards me, im not ur maid -.-