Sometimes i ask myself, do i really deserve all this? I know i have friends who cherish me and care for me but are all this really true? When can i stop all the things which are bothering me.. Well, i guess it's hard to stop. I really wanna truly thank lots of ppl who have been trying to make me smile, but i'm sorry, i've done my best to smile. I've been trying to put up a strong front infront of everyone of youuu so that everything will be fine.. Friendship, love relationship are so hard to maintain isn't it? I'm truly tired of all this. Nothing goes well for me this yr.. siann :( Specially to someone, i hope that the person u are hurting now it's me.. Pls , even though u told me u will nvr wanna choose to hurt me in your whole entire life, i still wan youu to, i rather u hurt me than hurting others u get it? pls i beg youuu. im feeling terrible, i truly am....I just want everyone on this earth to be happy especially those i knw, haixx, why can't i just live in a simple life without troubles? HAIZ. saddddded. :(I'm sucha failure.~ always...
i rmb i watched this show and i learnt a new phrase : Life is just like a box of chocolate, you nvr knw what you are gonna get. i sooo agree.
But seriously, life seemed lyk a straight line to me, meaningless and tiring :(
Like a marathon.~ :(
i wonder who cann cheer me up to be the old chloe..Not by saying a few words will do i guess, its hard to overcome this ahhh..... omg its killing me , can someone cure it :( haixxxx
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