I need a break in life.

"Stay in my heart."

i thought of really giving u one last chance. I thought we were possible. But now i guess we are never possible. Im just being ridiculous for thinking that way. I've trusted you boy, must u be like that? Must u be the same as the others? Now i realised i can no longer trust anyone but myself. Ive been giving myself false hope once again. I really really cherish u alot, but i guess u dont and u nvr would. im just soo tired now. Mayb im just a toy for u to play with, after im spoiled u throw me elsewhere as if im invincible .. i hate this feeling, it just srsly sucks. I wanna change my life, i hope i was nvr born and i don even exist in this world . I hope all my misery will come to an end. When will it really stop? I've been soo emo nowadays. why? Sigh. i hate myself. !