I've finally let you go.

I guess its been months since i last blogged, feels good to be back here to update about myself. So... im taking my N's really soon and ive yet to be able to accept the fact that im already sec 4 :) Life's been pretty much stressful so far but im going to do my best till the very end. Fortunately, i've let you go. 1 year 4 months 17 days, i wish you all the best and i hope that you'll always be happy :) My heart indeed feels so much lighter, im really grateful ! Recently i met a few new friends and im really glad im a christian now, i know god has planned my journey for me and i will be looking forward to it. Im contented with what i have and i will always cherish it :) Okay, i will try to blog more often,so till then byeeee :)

Think positively, face it bravely.

Its been kind of long time since i last updated this little blog of mine, its so dead, isnt it ? Exams are coming in like 4 weeks, time passes so quickly. Today, im truly truly upset, truly hope that my life was better, truly hope that it was just a dream... But i know it isnt a dream, its reality. Sometimes the strongest person on earth have their weaker side, its just base on how you realize it and how they show it. Life can be pretty amazing if you face it positively but however, people tend to be more negative when it comes to love. Love is such a strong word, you cant say it when you really dont mean it. In our life, we choose the path we lead, we choose the place we wanna go, we choose everything. Life is like a difficult game, you have to walk through many obstacles before you're able to reach the destination, but i believe as long as there is perseverance, anything is possible. But, today my heart shattered, perseverance doesnt mean anything to me anymore, for now, i hope i will get you out of my mind and focus on studies nowww, I'II erase you, 8 months 4 days.

If letting you makes me feel better, i will do it.

Holidays are coming to an end really soon. How i wish holidays could be longer , so much homework and ive yet to complete all ! worried :( A new term is just like a new beginning for me, i hope next term will be better for everyone. Today is the 7th month of me loving him, i feel like giving up because its so tough but i know no matter how hard i try, i wont be able to let him go....

You're my wish.

Wow, helloooo, time is passing very quickly isnt it? I dont quite enjoy my holidays because i didnt went out with friends except for meeting up with them to get our project done, so disappointing right. I'm going to be alone at home w my maid from tomorrow till thursday, everyone is going overseas while i cant because of those irritating projects, holidays always doesnt seem like one because of homework, how pathetic. One month of holiday seriously isnt enough, maybe 2 mths is not enough either. Maybe the teachers should put themselves into our shoes! I really dont like group work :( , i rather do individual work ! My birthday is arriving in less than a month, im not very excited though, gonna be older, sad case! Yesterday was the best day of the month for now, hehehehe not gonna say why but i love yesterday, 11 june <3 muacks&goodnight (:

Another month, another beginning.

Its another new month, hope this month is gonna be a better month huh ! People say, STRESSED when you read it from the opposite side it means DESSERTS, does it mean that stressed can be replaced by desserts and can be eaten ? Amazing isnt it , so ive decided to try this method and try to look things on the positive side so life is gonna be pretty amazing. Life is full of problems, im sure everyone agrees on this, maybe nowadays many teenagers are facing love problems and studies as well, i guess its the top 2 most popular topics right now. Who doesnt want a perfect life? Who doesnt want to lead a life without problems? everyone wants ! Ok, getting back to today's topic, past few days, im sick, now i am still sick. Fever, cough, arent all these problems? hehe, ive started on my holiday homework since staying home is so boringggg. How's the holiday going on for everyone? Ive yet to plan for this holiday, ive to start working out and go out for a shopping spreeeeee, woohoo, thats what life is all about (: SO we should push all the unhappy stuff aside and face the happier ones, dont worry be happy . Ok, goodnighttttt^^

You mean so much to me.

It takes a few days to fall in love with someone, but it takes like forever to forget someone. Today, im going to share with readers about my opinion towards love. LOVE is a powerful word, it is absolutely different from the word LIKE. My love line is just like a straight line, --------------------- boring & meaningless, till i met someone who changed my life, though i knew this person since p5 but i was not that close to him till maybe last year? 6 months and 6 days ago, he moved into my heart, till today, he still lives in it, he gave me the courage though he hurt me. I will never ever forget knowing someone like him because i love you _________.

If you're happy, im satisfied.

i was in a daze today and i realized i was actually thinking of you. Your birthday is arriving in 5 days, i drew your favourite cartoon character and i hope its nice enough to make you satisfied :) I put in lots of effort hoping that you will like it and im still thinking if i should buy you something else. Loving you, caring for you is all i can do. Do you know its okay to hurt me, because if i get hurt, it shows how much you mean to me & how much i care about you. On the outside, we're good friends but in my heart, you hold the key to my heart, no one can ever replace how important you are. I just want to make every way possible to keep you cheerful and happy, even if one day you tell me you dont need me anymore, i will still stay at this spot to wait for you, loving you is a bliss, it makes me sad and happy as well. Tomorrow there's listening compre, boringggg, checking of mt scripts after that, super nervous, all the best to people getting back their scripts<3 goodnight.